the most memorable, no pictures taken month.
the supposedly most important one since it marks half a year.
so was upset cos somebody came home damn late the previous previous night.
and so we didnt talk on the phone.
didnt want to meet him on the 14th, but he insisted and i had to return him something.
so met him, and we went to catch (500)days of summer.
it was supposed to be a comedy according to the review. but we laughed maybe only 3/4 times.

hahaha it was instead like a LOVELOVE story. which a few scenes were totally talking about our situation kinda thing. hahaha so deja vu.
and before that i was still throwing tantrums.and we were a few minutes late so i walked up the escalator to the cinema and I FELL! I FREAKING FELL ON THE ESCALATOR. so there he was holding the popcorn and a cup of drink. and i was holding my drink. damn. i fell! and he was thinking if he should throw away the popcorn and drink as per drama. but i picked myself (and my 90% filled drink) up and he came to hold the cup for me and asked me to sit down somewhere. but i said no let's go to the cinema. in fact he thought i will cry. or be scared. adrenaline rush. but no i didnt. so during the show i was examining my wounds. damn pain! a few holes on my ankle part. scratches across my thighs (but my leggings were amazingly not torn!) and i only found bloodied gladiators after the movie ended. hahaha toe was bleeding. my leg has a big patch of blue black now though. and it hurt really bad that day.
so unhappiness ensued. and we were supposed to go eat fishnco. but instead i insisted on going home. and on myself. alot of emo shit. walked around. myself. then him following me. then mos burger feast which he ate and ta baoed my share for me cos i refused to eat. more emo drama. and eventually we made up. and we went back to mos to eat my food. and till now the phrase still resonates in his head it's just kinda cute of him to keep repeating it to himself. (: and he sent me home. (because no matter what, IM STILL INJURED RIGHT)
15102009
dinner with aunt, cousin&cousin in law, sister and parents at some novena shop, they call it FEI PO. hahhaa. cos of the chef. it has really nice prawn paste chicken. haha!
16102009
we prepared dinner. and we cooked dishes like pork chop, brocolli, sardine, etc, basically food that i like. hahahah nicenicenice. cooking is so eerrrrr tiring, hot? haha tedious? dang!
17102009
i went back to school for class from 1030-6pm despite it being deepavali. apparently after reaching school then maxton told me lecture will be recorded cos got complaints that the prof's holding make uplecture on a public holiday! really damn stupid and the email was sent out only in the morning. who will check email so early right! stupid stupid stupid!
18102009
watched the refugee's soccer match and they won 2-1! boyf suffered from a damn bad internal ache. from duno where. and was almost brought to the hospital until he recovered after a short nap. but he was in so much pain. his dad thought it was like appendicitis(sp?) or something. but in the end we still made it to the refugees postmatch chill out barbecue at soon's place. we started the barbecue at 4pm the sun was scorching hot and i helped by cutting the chicken chop which was damn tough and irritating i have a blister on my finger because of the scissors. eew to touching raw meat again! but at least i got to know more people and celebrated allister's birthday too! hmm they got funny culture. first couples take picture with the birthday boy. then all the single dudes. then everyone. then the girls. haha 8 people played winning eleven at the same time just seemed so new. hahaa and messy and loud! and these guys just played real soccer in the morning and having fun with virtual soccer at night. whilst some of the WAGS played pool and im really rusty. after that it's just chilling aside beside the boyf. HOME SWEET HOME at 11pm!
19102009
i attended my aunt's cat's cremation today. it was hmm interesting. the first corpse ive touched though i attended a couple of funerals already. cold and hard. and small furnace. can still see the smoke coming out of the furnace. got joss papers and joss sticks. got a space in the crematorium. and his favourite food (ie drumsticks, milk, bread, drink, etc) got flowers too! like a miniature human funeral. hmm rest in peace ah ang. he lived for 10 years 10 months. apparently longer than what a cat is supposed to live for. the uncle said he led a good life and had good care. i think so too. during CNY there's one chicken and he eats the drum stick and he eats abalone too!
so on average i spend half the week with my boyf actually. hahaa.
but each time only a few hours la.
really enjoy the times with him.
it's like i emo less when im with him.
hahahahahahahahahahahaha.
i feel so bad actually.
those love and protection.
those patience and comfort.
those shoulders and hands.
"the whole outside world can be pearls, like me,
but im the only pearl that's protected by a strong oyster like him"
:D:D
and now tell me, do we all love ice cream?
especially to the boyf. haha :PP
and and who's better at dai dee?
me or you!
MEE OF COURSE HAHA.
and and and who's better at 耍赖-ing
HAHA,
it's still ME LEH.
you gave me alot of chances. i gave you none.
ooops!
ok im going to sleep now (:
if only you were here.